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so sorry about blog is not renewing anything in here... because this pass few month so very busy until i can't take a rest down or time to write my blog... plus my phone has been stole by those stupid thief and make me unable to catch good photo to share up here... really this few month didn't get any picture... before leaving the dynabook company i use to always have time to write my own blog and manage many blog coming out for sharing and learning... then what? after leaving Dynabook i become sale man use to run here and run there for finding sale... but u can see i'm not the one who can talk really good in sale... so 1 month pass i choose to leave away that new company again name Time Tech... i can give my self a chance to continue is because i really not suitable here... then what no working around 2 month just stay at home and face my computer... that time i don't have any idea want to do what... just know 1 thing... play game to forget that pain... why i must do that? if u want know you can check out this blog inside is write all the thing happen to me how i become like this and this diary also got very good info.

Ok the what? i ask my friend ( use to be friend then break already maybe my problem and he problem) got any work introduce? then he say come to my company, our company want a store assistant, but with rules of cos. so what do i think? for sure i hope can start work as fast as he can say yes... then that day i need to interview to the company boss, but i can say is i not ready yet... still no choice if you want to live on in this world... say by him... then last night before interview i so late to get in to sleep, no idea what happen i can't sleep only i know... then around 7am something he call me wake up and must go to the interview, i say to him can i set it tomorrow? i really can't get a sleep last night around 5pm then can sleep now u call me to interview, i scare i can't do it... then what he mad to me of cos, then i hope don't want this thing happen continue so i say okok, wait me around 9am i will be there OK? so he say 'O' then close phone... and i still sleep around 5 more min then wake up... after interview after interview complete and i start work right that day. i work in that place around 3 month then i can't stand anymore so i choose to get away from here and find another job... all because of him, (or me maybe) i already say i really don't know what i want to do, plus those work why it always not complete or what... always set the time for me and push me hard, i tell him already, don't push me or else i get more wrong... boss and boss assistant say this shop will under you, do what ever you want and try to make this shop good because we need open 5 more in this year... and i think how can?? impossible... first reason ' you don't have human power how to you want to open 5 more in this year?' second ' you whole company also don't have any experience to open a shop like this how can you open 5 more?' third ' if you really open 5 or 10 more shop in this year, can you sure the sale will rise or maintain the sale with no experience this is idea for opening shop... i give as many suggestion and what he say to me is no work, we must have to try first anything also want want learn to try. and he say, shop goods facing i can fix to you and you try to learn it first, we need you to take care this shop like rise the sale and check all the goods price and make sure everything goods is under your control in this shop, and we want a man who can auto find work to do not ask you do this then finish this... ( but how do i auto ? i can't even know what i want to do? or else if i do complete then say to me this wrong how can you do like this... what the hell this work) fine anyway, and the second half month the friend break with me... so what? i can't say what, him scold me loud and loud so do i loud more that him ... and push out all the mad out of my heart ... this stress has already lock in my heart many year already... then take my stuff and trow beside my table... ok great noob people, can't fight mouth win with me then use my stuff for winning... ok fine i know he noob i have no choice... then another half month then i get out of this company.... all because of me, why i choose work with him ... haizzzzz...... after leave that company, i really don't know what to do cos i don't have money and place to live on, so i choose sale DVD, because it say provide place to sleep and transport and day earn RM100 above. after i join... ha what the hell is sale those copy DVD... so no choice, i have to do it... around 2 week i do this work then go away a far a i can....i get those money to repair my car and some eating spend only... then find another work that i can continue with smooth life... i don't have any plan yet so i choose back to the Dynabook be teacher back... at least i can live again ha... or else i don't have money to spend mean death drag me to hell. well now i'm teacher and teach at Davidson school... no idea i can stay here or not still waiting company giving answer... ha this the story while i leave Dynabook and Join back ...