The end of the year 2012...

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I wonder I'm still alive and writing some stuff here, because last year some rumor say that 2012-12-21 is the end of the world... Haha funny if do really end I hope I'm the last person die before the world end, because I want to see how this world gonna end! But still the world fail me, it didn't end at all, but I'm almost end myself lock into the lousy situation, but so far so good now, try thinking something special and something worth me to do on my next year is quite fun also, although this year I fail my target anyway not totally fail at lease get some pass grade not full marks. But true this year I'm facing my life very difficulty, my career not as good as I aspect, my life still same, even I try to chill me up but still a lot negative stuff pull me down, like my car, friendship, colleague, finance, living, almost everything around me keep pulling me down to abyss, seriously nothing good and special that can take me up, so stress so tired so boring, life without joy and hope just living in the hell... But is good also, because every bad thing will turn and change it become good, so no matter how bad I facing in this year, I just hope next year will turn all the bad stuff negative stuff into good and positive. 2013 I don't have many bing plan yet, but is a starting to clear all my bad stuff, like my car need repair, my friends need pay back, friendship try to improve it, finance try to save and use on most important stuff, plan to get DSLR camera for my birthday, waiting someone that may be with me forever, career try to focus and star clear what can I really do and really able focus on, get a part time job to improve my finance problem, maybe get certificate for my future career use well this is still a big plan yet don't dare to plan on it first... Trow away all those expired stuff that keep curse me bad memory... I wonder can I do it by myself without help? I just only need support, someone I trust that always support then I may have enough power to push myself up.
Ok I think that's all I need to write down here, happy new year to all of you, good bye 2012, even it's very bad year for me, but still I need to thank to this year because I able see more further feel the pain that I haven't feel before, do something that I haven't did before, but is time to say good bye... And now welcome 2013 in my life, new year new life new begin my new chapter will start on 00:00 1-1-2013, wish me able archive my dream and my plan and of course wish all of you dream come true.