Coincidence and Accidence...
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Coincidence again or seriously they playing me like a game? Last night my colleague call me and confirm that this Saturday have class and discuss more detail, I forgot I gonna attend my friend wedding and help him out as a brother, she also mention that ask my other colleague for more detail so I plan asking him tomorrow if I have a chance meet him because he already move to HQ... So today I meet him, and ask about the classes courses stuff, then what? He telling me that there are 2 school need to handle, one is mine on Saturday and another is her the girl I mention before on Friday... Don't tell me this is coincidence because I do not really believe that such coincidence... Why she also handle the same school there? Only difference is private school and another is government school, I'm handle the glove meant school and still I might be the couch of those student who take part in robotics competition... Is it she live near there so let her handle that's why coincidence or what, should be like this... I'm thinking too much...... There are not accidence...
Oogway: There are no accidents.
Oogway: My friend, the panda will never fulfill his destiny, nor you yours until you let go of the illusion of control.
Shifu: Illusion?
Oogway: Yes.
[points at peach tree]
Oogway: Look at this tree, Shifu: I cannot make it blossom when it suits me nor make it bear fruit before its time.
Shifu: But there are things we *can* control: I can control when the fruit will fall, I can control where to plant the seed: that is no illusion, Master!
Oogway: Ah, yes. But no matter what you do, that seed will grow to be a peach tree. You may wish for an apple or an orange, but you will get a peach.
Shifu: But a peach cannot defeat Tai Lung!
Oogway: Maybe it can, if you are willing to guide, to nurture it, to believe in it.
Shifu: But how? How? I need your help, master.
Oogway: No, you just need to believe. Promise me, Shifu, promise me you will believe.
My friend ask me to watch this video, and most important part is here, "My friend, the panda will never fulfill his destiny, nor you yours until you let go of the illusion of control. " I'm still thinking what this mean, what illusion control? How to let go? How to fulfill my destiny? I'm thinking whole day already still didn't get it, true I'm believing what will happen what should happen and when will happen, but sometime confusing me am I truly believe it? I don't understand at all. I'm very pain, very tired, very lonely, very helpless, I don't know what should I do and what should not do, I can't control my self, I can't do what I want to do... My mind keep spamming Can't, ya I know if keep thinking can't which means really can't, but now the situation is really can't, not I wanna say can't is because it really can't. I'm lost, seriously I'm really lost in no where, where am I? Who am I? I even don't know what I'm doing, I'm very scare to proceed the action I don't want to proceed, I scare once I proceed which means no return, but I don't want did it, I just need some answer, but sometime question without answer is already answer, but I can't accept the answer at all, I need clear answer clear path, I keep digging the answer but always hurt myself while digging the answer come out result always not correct, the answer always cover by something... I don't know what happen to me, I hardly smile hardly sing the song I like, hardly join in conversation, hardly working also because can't control my emotion sometime, am I stress now or what? Even play my favorite PC game also no mood, eat my favorite food also tasteless, even the music I like also no mood to listen on it because I can't sing those song anymore, my sound gone I can't sing out the sound come from my vocal, my head sometime like blowing so pain at all... I think I really need a rest time as fast as possible or else will become more worse, funny thing is now I know how my body situation, if tired body tell me can't continue, drunk can't drink auto controlling my mouth and avoid drinking, but still I can't fully control also, because feel like another me is controlling me to continue push hard keep going until fall down, like an angel me and a devil me floating beside me and giving suggestion and controlling me, their fighting I'm stress now, because can't decide which path I wanna follow... Coincidence or accidence what ever, as long as I solve the issue what I'm facing now.
Oogway: There are no accidents.
Oogway: My friend, the panda will never fulfill his destiny, nor you yours until you let go of the illusion of control.
Shifu: Illusion?
Oogway: Yes.
[points at peach tree]
Oogway: Look at this tree, Shifu: I cannot make it blossom when it suits me nor make it bear fruit before its time.
Shifu: But there are things we *can* control: I can control when the fruit will fall, I can control where to plant the seed: that is no illusion, Master!
Oogway: Ah, yes. But no matter what you do, that seed will grow to be a peach tree. You may wish for an apple or an orange, but you will get a peach.
Shifu: But a peach cannot defeat Tai Lung!
Oogway: Maybe it can, if you are willing to guide, to nurture it, to believe in it.
Shifu: But how? How? I need your help, master.
Oogway: No, you just need to believe. Promise me, Shifu, promise me you will believe.
My friend ask me to watch this video, and most important part is here, "My friend, the panda will never fulfill his destiny, nor you yours until you let go of the illusion of control. " I'm still thinking what this mean, what illusion control? How to let go? How to fulfill my destiny? I'm thinking whole day already still didn't get it, true I'm believing what will happen what should happen and when will happen, but sometime confusing me am I truly believe it? I don't understand at all. I'm very pain, very tired, very lonely, very helpless, I don't know what should I do and what should not do, I can't control my self, I can't do what I want to do... My mind keep spamming Can't, ya I know if keep thinking can't which means really can't, but now the situation is really can't, not I wanna say can't is because it really can't. I'm lost, seriously I'm really lost in no where, where am I? Who am I? I even don't know what I'm doing, I'm very scare to proceed the action I don't want to proceed, I scare once I proceed which means no return, but I don't want did it, I just need some answer, but sometime question without answer is already answer, but I can't accept the answer at all, I need clear answer clear path, I keep digging the answer but always hurt myself while digging the answer come out result always not correct, the answer always cover by something... I don't know what happen to me, I hardly smile hardly sing the song I like, hardly join in conversation, hardly working also because can't control my emotion sometime, am I stress now or what? Even play my favorite PC game also no mood, eat my favorite food also tasteless, even the music I like also no mood to listen on it because I can't sing those song anymore, my sound gone I can't sing out the sound come from my vocal, my head sometime like blowing so pain at all... I think I really need a rest time as fast as possible or else will become more worse, funny thing is now I know how my body situation, if tired body tell me can't continue, drunk can't drink auto controlling my mouth and avoid drinking, but still I can't fully control also, because feel like another me is controlling me to continue push hard keep going until fall down, like an angel me and a devil me floating beside me and giving suggestion and controlling me, their fighting I'm stress now, because can't decide which path I wanna follow... Coincidence or accidence what ever, as long as I solve the issue what I'm facing now.
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