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Maybe I should be more water more cold like ice, what happen to me is not their issue not their story, my story should written by myself, I create my own story my own game rules and I'm the main actor in this story why should I care other people eye sign? Last night receive an email from other state and is about my work stuff, damn I really angry why you wanna send this kind of mail to everybody, did you mean I didn't did my job well? Am I should always answer your request anytime anywhere? Am I should reply any answer of your request while I'm holiday or I'm sick? I do very angry if doing something out of my timing, I set my working time and my privacy time, in working time I will do what ever about the job and I will answer any request anything when I'm in working hours, but please don't disturb my private time, I need my time to rest recharge myself to handle more stress incoming or else I will become out of control, but who will understand? All people you thinking I'm very lazy very not responsible on my job, am I should respond when you send a mail at 2300+? Or in the morning while I'm still sleeping 6am? Or sometime more worse when I'm on leave really taking rest sometime, keep spamming those freking request? You push all this annoying job to me, I'm keep quite I do what you want me to do, but have you really think how the feels when you are handle something like this freking stuff, even you wanna play the official request stuff, FINE then you wanna play game? I will set the rules, be sure you accept my challenge without regret! You want me spend more freking time on doing some stupid stuff? Sure I will accept the challenge but make sure you accept my rules without regret. Don't freking saying those freking urgent stuff, if you do urgent you should request early, if you can't make it is your problem and is not my! I'm not the ATM machine 24hours operate, when you urgent you need it I'm always there, unless you are my girlfriend my soulmate my wife, else I will just keep ignore keep don't bother what the heck you request. Yes I'm selfish only care who I like who I love, so if you don't like just kick me out I don't care anything! Now my work got 2 position need to take care, I spend 4 day in this office to did what should I did in this office, but I do have 1 day have to take care my HQ work and I need concentrate what should I do in HQ, and now you want me did 24hours ATM machine again, I don't care anyway if I didn't listen any ring from my phone I will not reply anything even the battery is running out. And another you stop saying understand me, because you really don't understand me at all, I keep believe you not playing me so I accept what I did is I let you play me, and so I will not regret if you are really playing me and I know I will only let you play because nothing important on my site, and I know which is important on my site.